What to do, what to do....

Well, well, well, I find myself at another crossroads, which way to go is now the decision. To take one road will mean going out of my comfort zone and into a whole new zone that could be very uncomfortable but also a chance in a life time. to take the road left would be to stay with what I have always known, Now that should make this choices oh so easy, who wants to stay with the same old when new and exciting things can happen just a road over. AH but fear. what a small word… yet what a big wall it makes.

My Decision is about a missions trip, its just painting the school, but the country is well, not very safe to say the least, not to mention I am the only person under the age of 30 that’s interested in going. There are so many different variables like work and money and the age of the others who are interested in going... Talk about Fear
To make things even better I need to make my choice by June and make a paymentLike my heart is for missions, but not this part of missions…. I like going for the kids and youth and the people… ministering to them, sharing with them, blessing them.

Do I go because it’s a missions trip or do I wait for one that’s more for the interacting and ministering with the people.
I'm not saying that this trip is not for a good reason because it is.
Pray, pray and pray, and listen, listen and listen, that’s all I can do at this point