I want to scream

I am so frustrated with how church is becoming.
In talking with other people I am not alone in feeling like Church is dead and dry... and these people don’t even go to my church, they have their own church which they feel the same about. Gosh like I go to Bible College for 8 months and it feels like my home church is worse off then when I left. But I am thinking its just because I had real alive church at school and at my church in Moose Jaw. I just want to scream, pull out my hair, throw something and hit something and then cry about it. My heart is breaking over this. And yes I know the Christian answer to PRAY. But guess what. Others and myself have been praying for years, and church is seemingly getting deader and deader and full of everything else but God.
AHHHHH Why do I feel like this, it sucks, I hate it, how can I stop feeling so angery and start feeling compassion for the church???



God, help me to see your people through your eyes, to have compassion for them, to encourage them. Help me Lord to live my life with the passion that I have for you. Give me the strength to continue on and to support my pastors and leadership of my Church to cover them with prayers and encouragement. God open the churches eyes of Canada that they may see you and come to you, that they will seek your face and long for you.