Monday, March 06, 2006

Breaking Out


What can I say; I am turning into a girl.... I want to go shopping.... can you believe it, this girl who hated going shopping wants to go shopping and buy clothes and shoes. What is going on eh?!?! Oh well I'm a girl so its ok to turn more girly then before.

Well this term has defiantly been challenging in so many ways, classes are more work now because of the way they are set up now. Friendships of mine are changing and evolving which is ok but hard at times. I am so thankful for my friendships here at IBC.
What else, oh yeah, been under a lot of spiritual attack this term and I mean a lot. On my devo’s night I wanted everyone to be prayed over, when my turn came a lot was said even before they started to pray, some was hard to hear but it is also the truth, I was told 3 questions from God, Why do you fear me? Why do you fear man? And why does it matter what man thinks? Again I was spoken over about being a leader in an army of The Lord and that I would be a fighter. They referred to me a Gimli from Lord of the Rings that I would be aggressive like him in battle. But I need to give up and let go of the fear before I can become this great warrior of Gods. So that I believe that I am being under attack because the enemy knows I am a threat and will bring down his plans if he doesn’t stop me from growing more each day in the Lord.
In my Creative Ministry class we had to do this major project that included 2 or 3 original pieces (meaning I made them) 15-20 minutes long. Fun times eh, well mine ended up being 21 minutes long and I still have no idea how that happened since when I timed myself it was only 16 minutes long and I only added a minute prayer at the end. Anyways I said all that to say this, that my project was a tool to help break down some walls in my life and for me to start bring free and walking in the freedom that God has given me.

Well that’s about it, God is good all the time and things are defiantly going to start happening soon. Wait no things are happening already its time to put on the boxing gloves and fight the enemy.