Now and Then
Well, I feel like crap. I look over the past and see where I was with God and look to now and see where I am not anymore. This slippery slop I have found myself on is taking me farther and farther away. but yet I know I shouldnt stay here in this place, nor should I be acting this way. but I have no motavation to do anything about it. yes I want to be back where I was and farther ahead but I just dont care to do anything about it just yet. I know I should and I know the longer I wait the harder it will be to get back. buti just dont care, how bad is that.
so ya to anyone who still reads me please pray for me. I need it
posted by Sarah @ 10:59 PM
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I hear ya, Sarah. I was thinking of the same thing just last week. What happened over the last 10 years? I used to really be willing to stretch myself when I was almost 20 and put myself aside and pursue God, but honestly, I got tired, I got prouder, I got disappointed and I eventually stopped trying. My efforts are sporadic now and don't last longer than a week or two at most. I'm selfish and I just want to get on with life the best I can. I missed something, I must have, but I'm too tired to look for it right now. I wonder sometimes what it will take to get me out of this?
i totally relate. Jesus died for the lost like us. And because He died.. all it takes is.. "i repent".
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