Tears
I just want to cry and cry and cry. I feel so dumb for feeling like this. I mean like I should have worked through all these feelings long ago, but I didn’t and now I am and its hard....I saw my ex today for the first time in almost 2 years. No big deal right... wrong, my heart started to beat really fast and I got butterflies in my tummy and I wanted him to see me yet not, and I wanted to run away. Will I always feel this pain and hurt when or if I see him again??? Will my heart always drop when I hear his name??? Will I always fool myself to think that I have worked through it and when things like this happen only realize that I haven’t fully yet worked everything out?
I feel so alone, there isn't one person I can have a deep conversation with... except the faceless people who read my blog, and then its really only one sided.
why oh why am I so introverted????
posted by Sarah @ 8:52 PM
3 comments
3 Comments:
you can always talk to me.
i've been around and have/had guy issues. it's not like my ex is completally out of my life. but he is at the same time. when you get close to someone (other people reading this don't just think i'm talking about the bond of sex) and feel love for them it is hard and diffcult working through thoes feelings after the relationship has ended. weather it ends on a bad note or a good note.
Jeanne
Hmmm sarah I may not always have the best advice but I am always there to listen no matter what
Sarah you need to keep positive about life, and live for the future not the past. If you keep thinking of the past you will hold yourself back. There is a world out there waiting to be explored you just need to find out where you are heading.
Sean
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