All Alone

I feel so alone. There is like no one here, who knows or experienced what I have been with God, I have no one to talk with about these things. I feel so alone in my walk with God in my church. Its like I am on a different path then those around me. I long for someone to walk and talk with who gets this.
I know there are times in every person walk with God that are alone without a physical person. But I feel like that’s been my whole life, walking alone. There is no point in stopping either because then I wont be moving at all.
So I will keep on walking, running and fighting. And if you would join me I would very much like that. But for the time being it looks like this walk is a walk of solitude.