When it Rains its Pours
So besides being really sick and having to pay out a ton of money for medication because I do not have my benifits yet, and being super emotional already.
I broke my car pretty good, I was driving down my road to go baby sitting, and I see this thing that looks like a plastic bag, so I say to myself pass over it, do not hit it with the tires. Then I get closer and I am like CRAP its a big ice block, with no time to stop or go around it I hit it and cause min $1000 damage to my car and am not allowed to drive it, its been out of use for a week already. I am still waiting till Thursday the 21st for autopack to look at it as they said 5 working days. then they need to tow it back to the service shop and who knows how long it will be there getting fixed....or waiting to get fixed.
I cant afford to rent a car, and dads truck that was parked for the winter which we plugged in and did a bunch other stuff to wont start.
I just want to crawl into a cave and melt away.
I do not want to cry and be emotional over this anymore.

